& i hope you find your freedom, for eternity (themirror_lies) wrote, @ 2008-03-11 21:08:00
Lofty dreams versus practical guide to life. So many options, so many routes to take, so many decisions to make. And then there's that twinge of dread that accompanies you in the middle of the night, when you're all alone under the covers with your thoughts & there's no reassurance from anyone to bolster you from the breakdown.
I don't like feeling conflicted, and this strange mix of yearning & detachment is making me feel that way.
I want someone, anyone. To look me in the eyes & tell me that everything, just about everything in the world, is gonna be alright & someday when all this has passed, when we have all found our calling & respective partners, we will look back on this & say that it was worth the wait.
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